Hey there, beautiful.
Go look in the mirror.
Really look at yourself.
Past the insecurities, past everything that you think is wrong.


You are beautiful.
Remember that.

I wan money
I wan diamond
I wan guy
I wan shopping
I wan beach
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.-

Again..
A little song for you
Song of the night
Nothing Ever Happened

Yes

Still the same blog

New year new design

Welcome to my new place

A brand new place :)

Handsome guys all around the world
Damn good !
Ahhhh
I feel so in love right now
Is time to ki hiao babe
Woohooooooo
Hehe

I'm in love with a guy who singing ROCK SONG with wearing leopard jacket
Hehe
Extremely LOVE !!
Yes! Finally I'm not so dry anymore
Lol
Just because of last few months
No guy in my life
No one
-.-

Sometimes the person who tries to make everyone happy
is the most lonely one.

What a bitter love story...

Blood, sweat , respect.
The first two you give the last one you earn.

Stop saying ' I WISH '
Start saying ' I WANT '

Honestly, I don't have time to hate people who hate me.
Coz I'm too busy to love people who love me.

If you run

I be here, you be there. But I'm so crazy about you. I'm always here, waiting for you all alone, eyes of the night, to see you... see you home.

Toxic woman
I'm gonna catch your eyes
Watch out !

He is going to NS tomorrow. I felt he was bit se bu de me and me too.

Nothing much can do for him, I just give him a small girf.

Hey Chun, don't worry that we will forget you after 3 months.

We got so much of memorable memories that can't be forgotten :)

Take care. Happy New Year to you =)

A song for end of 2011 * Tiago Iorc - Nothing But A Song :)

没有谁对谁错

只是立场问题

Family, Dvd and Dance ! Still the best for me =)

DEAR BLOG

Hey, I'm officially back to you.
Sorry that I've been long time never update anything
I don't know what to share and what to talk
And my computer was kena virus seriously
SAD CASE ~
That's why I ignore you
You may ask, where am I for this few weeks?
You can pretent that I'm oversleep for one month
Or I get caught by allien ~ HAHA
And now, I'm back to my place
Many things happend in this few weeks
And many things change too
I.. still miss the past
No matter how, think it possitive way
Will update more after this
Coz I miss you much :)

Whoa ~ suddenly realize this world is full of handsome guys !! * Today I saw two ^^ LOL !

I know someone in the world is waiting for me, although I've no idea of who he is. But I feel happy every day for this.

When guys get jealous, its actually kinda cute.

When girls get jealous, world war III is about to start!

Can I tie your shoes?

Cause I don't want you falling for anyone else.

♥

Woohooooooo what a sugar night !!!

Good night honey dreammmmmmmmmmmmmm :DDDD

20111030

I've been long time din't update my blog

What's big news between this few days? Its my officially 18th birthday :)

At first I got no idea at all about my birthday celebration

I just wanna celebrated it ' silently '

But thanks to all my friends that beside me

Gave me a super surprise celebration for me

This is truly unexpected

Don't know what to say

Don't know what to do

How come they willing to do that for me :)

And the last gift from them is the video

I'm really touching about those peoples that record this video for me

I felt I'm been loved :)

Thanks so much

All I wish is, all of us healthy and safety always

That's I really sincerely hope for ♥

Pretty 18th birthday :)

Love and Peace ~

I in LOVE with black and white.

Blood Tears & Gold :)

I found this song ! Wow how do you feel after listening this ?

Yeah I'm feel like absorbing drug and riding bike through the soft wind on

afternoon 5pm. LOL !! eeennjjjjooooyyyyyyyyyyyy

You cant have a better tomorrow if you still think about yesterday.

Just miss this song suddenly, good night

Enjoy the last 3 days of October ♥

Its nice when someone remembers small details about you.

Not because you keep reminding them, but because they actually care. :)

Hope that's not the end

But if its really

How tough it gonna be

:(

See the Pyramids

Along the Nile

Watch the sun rise

On a tropic isle

Just remember darling

All the while

You belong to me

See the market place

In old Algiers

Send me photographs

And souvenirs

Just remember

'Til your dream appears

You belong to me

I'll be so alone

Without you

Maybe

You'll be lonesome, too

Maybe

You'll be lonesome too

And blue

Fly the ocean

In a silver plane

See the jungle

When its wet with rains

Just remember

Till you're home again

Or until

I come home to you

You belong to me

When you finally let go of the past, something better comes along.

:)

B E A C H mode on ! ♥ ♥ ♥

Lovely beach song intro : Late night alumni - Rest of you

Deeply love from my heart, mind and soul

Whats happen today ?

=) make new friends but all malays LOL

=) something about HIM

=( Tomorrow need to go to college alone

=( I hate homework and assignment

The feeling came back :)

Ahhhhh ! Where are those handsome hot delicious six packs adorable guys ! Woohoooo ~ DESPERATE ! ♥ ♥ ♥

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.

If you don't tell her how you feel

She will find some other guy that will tell her all the things that she wanted to hear from you.

Hello blog, hmm what to share ? my life was greatz :)

New month new life

New school new friends

October always is my favorite month

And I got a plan from november until next year june

A hardcore training for my dance career

Studies and dance I cant leave out one of them

Its a quite tough period for me but I'm sure , and I must handle it nicely !

Give a promise to myself !

College life is AWESOME !

First day of college was totally relax

and today is my second day and totally have fun

Tomorrow, I hope its nice to me too :)

I am glad, that I am a college students !

Hey guys~ Raydio ladies in da hse

Xanthe Raydies * Angel Raydies * Sheline Raydies * Jenri Raydies

Check out our video yo ! I like that !!

You're single.

Make it best of it.

It doesn't mean you're not good enough for anyone,

it mean no one's good enough for you.

M.U.S.I.C CURE EVERYTHING !

I'm not sure if you feel a spark

But I feel fireworks when I think of you

Mood down but realize no one willing to lend you shoulder.

7 days

I can tell by your eyes that youve probbly been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,

If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

生命是一种缘，你刻意追求的东西也许终生得不到，

而你不曾期待的灿烂反而会在你的淡泊从容中不期而至。

God damn ~ I'm drying again LOL

Suddenly feel no an quan gan again

Lonely without reason

Next friday going to college soon

And my life might will change

Hmm, and I missing him ?

I ask my self, I'm not ready to have a relationship yet

Just, I need someone to concern about me

I hope this dryness are just temporary

Can't be so useless !

And just listen to this song from radio

How sweet ~ I wish to have one nice guy sing this to me :)

In love with this word ' I'll be there ' ♥

从前有一位女孩在教堂门外采了一朵玫瑰花，刚好园丁经过问道：你为什么摘这玫瑰花？女孩回答：我喜欢玫瑰花，想把它带回家。园丁听了，没回答什么。她拿起花丽浇起了花来。女孩问道：你在做什么？园丁告诉小女孩，我爱花，我让它留下。女孩听了把玫瑰花摘回去，可惜那玫瑰以救不回了。

我不会把那玫瑰带回家，我会看着着玫瑰花越变越鲜艳，漂亮。

True, you're just a dream

I'm wondering, why we are getting apart

You seems not willing to share with me about your life anymore

Every things happen for a reason

But I really not understand what's wrong between both of us

Its okey, life was full of questions and I choose not to ask more

Let it be, take it as an experience

I really dislike to being emo because of you

Is time to back to my old life that we heaven't meet

Get use to being alone

Maybe is quite bitter but life still must go on

I believe that I will meet someone that better than you

And my heart will feel comfortable soon

Hi I'm back to my heaven

Seriously, I miss all of you here BUT not really much

At first, I thought I will felt extremely home sick but at last I get use to it

Is time to let my self be more independent

Try not to expect too much on others

This is one thing that I learned from this TAIWAN trip

Nice memory and good experience although we met some unlucky stuff

I was thinking to stay longer

But at last I felt home is the best place for me

After few days of fresh lifestyle, is time to back to reality

The last 3 months of 2011

Study hard, train more and have more fun

To be a more better person :)

Good morning :)

I'm insomnia for whole night

Worrying about the trip

And I awake on 5 am saw him online

Have a comfortable chat with him

And he asked me to take care

Not really much about his concerning but its enough :)

And have make my day bright ~

Am going TAIWAN tomorrow

The feeling is just, weird

Not really excited

Hmm nothing much to say

Mum and friends, take care

And I hope I got a safe trip

Last, Happy Birthday for him ~

This is what I look like today
And I'm trying not to pull out my hair
I'm trying not to show it 'cause I'm far too shy to grow it back there
That's probably why I like wearing hats
There's no denying I'm deferring the facts
Avoiding confrontation
Lacks tact in a situation
Behind every line is a lesson yet to learn

But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overwhelming
And oh, it goes to show
I've so much to know

I wrote this for my prettiest friend
Who while trying not to prove that I care
Trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she knows she's amazing how
She has me holding my breathe
So I'd never guess that I'm a none such unsuitable, suited for her

But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is complimentery
And oh, it goes to show
The moral of the story is boy loves girl
And so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be told

I know that I should be brave
Even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
Until the day we finally learn how to find each other
Redefining open minds

And if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overjoyed
And it's golden, it goes to show then
The ending of this song should be left alone
And so on 'cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told

When radio played the song, and I think of my best buddy CHUN

Raydians gathering at the steamboot and we have supper together

The feeling is so warm

Watch those smiling face of all of you

And I suddenly feel that, you guys are sweet and lovely

Have a wonderful gossip night with them :)

Starry, starry night.

Paint your palette blue and grey,

Look out on a summer's day,

With eyes that know the darkness in my soul.

Shadows on the hills,

Sketch the trees and the daffodils,

Catch the breeze and the winter chills,

In colors on the snowy linen land.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they did not know how.

Perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night.

Flaming flowers that brightly blaze,

Swirling clouds in violet haze,

Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue.

Colors changing hue, morning field of amber grain,

Weathered faces lined in pain,

Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

Now I understand what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they did not know how.

Perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you,

But still your love was true.

And when no hope was left in sight

On that starry, starry night,

You took your life, as lovers often do.

But I could have told you, Vincent,

This world was never meant for one

As beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night.

Portraits hung in empty halls,

Frameless head on nameless walls,

With eyes that watch the world and can't forget.

Like the strangers that you've met,

The ragged men in the ragged clothes,

The silver thorn of bloody rose,

Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow.

Now I think I know what you tried to say to me,

How you suffered for your sanity,

How you tried to set them free.

They would not listen, they're not listening still.

Perhaps they never will...

多爱自己一些

I deserve somebody that treat me right

But I realize I'm still really young now

18 years old, how young

I should enjoy my single life

In the relationship part, just take it easy

For now if I got boyfriend

I don't think I can go long last with him

Unless, you can make me stay with you forever

So, I should live for my own

Be an adorable and valuable girl

Of course I am good

If you're my true love ♥

趁我还年轻，可以毫无保留地为爱付出；

趁我还无知，可以完完全全地奉献自己；

趁我还天真，可以相信爱你是一辈子的事。

请你爱我的青春，爱我的痴狂，爱我的执着，让我们在还没学会世故计算的青涩年代，好好谈一场幼稚的恋爱吧!

Wo hen mei li !

I am pretty !

Cantik sangat !

Oh ~~~~ I love my self ~~~

Oh ~~~ zhen mei li ♥

Seriously, xiang wo jiang mei li de nv ren

No one chase

LOL

Good girl for sale

Date me date me !

Even the whole world of peoples loving you

But without the one you love, you're still lonely.

she said she like to listen to my voice through phone

she said she like the way I twisted my hair

she said she like to be with me

she said I got an quan gan :)

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

安静的你

安静的我

谁先开头

你的不安即使我懂

这次换我为你主动

爱了太久

爱过太多

忘了初衷

谁在乎你有多贵重

我只要你听得懂

不是分轻重

你在我的眼中

从来都不曾失败过

不需要你撑起着天空

只要你的双手包围我

我需要你给的并不多

只要你能永远陪着我

却了解我的脆弱

倾听我沉默

手心太冷你会牵着我

我需要你给的并不多

一点温柔和你的幽默

你给怎样的生活

一起走 眼前再多的诱惑

依然爱我

简单的我想要的不多

简单的我想要的不多 oh ho~

我需要的只要你爱我 ohh...~

爱我

思念是一種很玄的東西

真的很玄

I make a history in my life on 17th September 2011! Battle 21 freestyle category CHAMPION!

Before that followed Vivien went for some freestyle battle, I just get in to TOP 16, and Vivien never disappointed us always get good result. I'm always thinking when I only will get my first CHAMPION in my dance life since I start my dancing road in year 2008. Finally, I make it !

Lol I think I got no such experience for winning a prize on competition.

When the judge race up my hand I'm still bluring @@

The feeling is so damn FAKE. Har ?! Me?! What ?!

Bboy Champion : Clipz & Chung ( Famous Crew )

Locking Champion : Dylan ( School Brother )

Popping Champion : Jackson Boogie J ( Freakz Family )

Freestyle Champion : Angel ( Sweatz / 1 , 2 boogie )

Thailand popper Neatfeet ! Nice battle with him in round TOP 4 ~

Vivien and Wai Lun.

Thanks both of them so much for helping me, comfort me and guiding me.

Frens from thailand ! :)

And thanks to all my students for coming far away from Klang to Time Square just for supporting me. Seriously I'm really touched with it.

The next day, BATTLE PLANET! Vivien get the CHAMPION and me, 1st runner up. And congratz to Cypherz Kingz and Enemy of all Kingz get in to final in Bboy 4 on 4. All buddies get in to final list so great! I.AM.SO.TIRED because one week non stop practice and dancing lol ~ Tired like dog. But I gain a lot ! :) As the judge said : Be hungry , non stop learning !

Love seems so wonderful but not really

When a guy said that he will love you forever doesn't mean its serious

After a heart talk with vivien just now

And I know I should awake from now and back to reality life

Sometimes, I rather stay a whole day in studio than back home facing computer.

When I at studio at least music can set me free

But computer facebook makes me feel more lonely

:(

Men always want to be a woman's first love

Woman always want to be a man's last romance

Don't be a woman that needs a man

be a woman a man needs

願意合上眼才能美夢無邊

別讓悔熏烏了從前

也許碎片才能讓回憶展顏

何妨瓷花拼湊明天

誰帶我尋獲幸福的模

卻自己謎中困鎖

誰為我留下繾綣的天涯

信物是抹晚霞

思念如燕它飛舞舌尖

若是真愛配嘗幾分苦甜

意念婆娑時間裏推磨

追隨到何處才結果

燕如針線在青空縫編

幾幅女紅將以淚綴點

誓言斑駁情霧只是經過

風雨中且讓我盈步婀娜

I think I'm drunk after listening to her angelic voice~

I miss this song ♥

思念是一種很玄的東西　如影隨行

無聲又無息出沒在心底　轉眼吞沒我在寂寞裡

我無力抗拒特別是夜裡　想你到無法呼吸

恨不能立即朝你狂奔去　大聲的告訴你

我願意為你　我願意為你　

我願意為你　忘記我姓名

就算多一秒停留在你懷裡　失去世界也不可惜

我願意為你　我願意為你　

我願意為你　被放逐天際

只要你真心　拿愛與我回應　

我什麼都願意　我什麼都願意　為你

我什麼都願意　我什麼都願意　為你

I will sing this song, to my future man ♥

Middle of the night

I was looking at the mirror

Keep starring on my face

And I was wondering

WHY I'M SO SMURFING PRETTY !!!

Hahahahahaha

But no one chase

-.-

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all

Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet

As what I can't have

Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair

round your finger

Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you

What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

and cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter

From all of the clutter in my head

Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes

Like a water bed

Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways

a thousand times, no more camouflage

I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall

And create a mood I would

Shout out your name so it echos in every room

I would

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

I wanna go the smurf world and be the only girl because there have 99 boys for me ! Ahahahaha !