Although I know is hurt

But I have to let you know

No pain, no gain

You deserve a better guy

And pretty girl as you wont single too long

I believe that you will get well soon

Because I know you're smart girl

Should know how to treat you're self right

Yeah babe, congratz and welcome back to single world

You are not alone, I am here with you :)

欣仪的那篇 “ 我不会祝福你 ” 论真棒

我们这种女孩就是会有这种报复心态

分手后，真想看到那男的落魄样子

而我们则活得比你好

后悔吧？！

这种感觉超吊！

I wish I can have a boyfriend that when I need him, he will always with me.

But when I don't need him, he will just shut up and fuck off. LOL !

庞大城市 茫茫人海

两个人在同一时间

在无聊时

找上了对方

一句 " You are not alone "

一句“ 你了解我的明白吗 ？”

一句“ 我了解你的明白。 ”

确认彼此同类

深夜畅谈

这种心情很棒

很想永远收藏起来

但我知道

不长久的。

Feeling that someone is waiting you to back home is the best thing for me.

I should appreciate :)

Good morning my heaven~

Recently I'm trying so hard to sleep early but failed -.-

End up, I still try to wake up 8am every morning.

Why am I doing such nooby things?

Because I don't wanna die early LOL

Try to make my body more healthy

尝试过着像老人家一样的生活呵呵

所谓；“一日之计在于晨 ”

If you're those night cats that always wake up at afternoon

Try to wake up earlier and you will feel something fresh :)

能够醒来真好，活着真棒！

感觉难受就去睡觉吧，逃避现实躲进梦里会好过些。明天会更好 :)

并非每个人早上出门都能确保晚上平安回家。

命运之神安排一切，珍惜当下，随遇而安吧。

可以没钱，但不可以没品味。

Short note for today:

Joined my college mates done a project that sending foods to those homeless people in KL. I was so unwilling to join any activities that related with my college because I felt not fun at all. But, this time I try. A very good experience and gained some knowledge today. Knowing there is some people that no home, no work, no family but they survive in this big city. Helping them with our heart and let them know that they are not been forgotten and ignore.

好朋友就像是星星，你不一定总是能见到它们，但它们一直到在。

而我知道你一定就是我的那颗最闪耀的星星。

:)

有时候，我们喜欢的其实并不是那个人，而是新鲜感制造的 “怦然”。

我可能不会爱你 - 程又青名言。

Just listened this song from Red FM on 11.17pm.
Driving alone with this song.
Heart melting :)
Enjoy friend.

穿上外套

寻觅已久的安全感终于！来了

一股微小力量让我小小地温暖起来

继续游走陌生又危机四伏的城市。

She saids: " Just only YOU can make me feel happy :DDD "

今日名言：不要太相信自己的 “我以为”，要相信 “经验”。

同鞋请好好思考。

:)

际遇像烟火，短暂美丽也脆弱。

I really dislike the feeling that I drive alone.

There's a radio with me, but I feel annoying. :(

Don't find love, let love find you.

昨天被怪老头电话骚扰

今天被老外面子书征婚

我是不是在走他妈的老男人桃花运啊？

市场差成这样

无言。。。

是时候检讨自己

-.-

二月份的最后一天的那个晚上

爸爸出现在我的梦里

熟悉却陌生

梦里情景

爸爸要去一个很远很远的地方 赚钱养家

来不及好好的和妈妈告别

带我去买了些东西

他买了一间家

还有鱼和虾

他说家里好久没煮来吃了

要我带回家和妈妈好好的吃一顿

他就走了。

不会来了。

当时从没想过失去他是什么滋味

现在感觉何等空虚

等待下一次和爸爸在梦里重逢

那时一定要妈妈也出现

晚安，晚安，爸爸妈妈。

She saids, time is not enough anymore.

I got a bitter feeling.

What will happen for the next ?

Indescribable.

面包，牛油，鸡蛋。起司，糖 - 回忆 :)

最经常半夜回家

一回家开电脑

为的是听这首歌

半夜听歌特别容易伤感吧

很喜欢这首歌里的歌词

不过一个他出现在身边
庞大城市为何地转天旋
那一刻幸福决定于对方第一眼
太危险

我是应该把他推开了吧

是时候了。

错的时间

错的人

...

不过一个他出现在身边

庞大城市为何地转天旋

那一刻幸福决定于对方第一眼

太危险

Picture Perfect Memories :)

明明很喜欢

却又一直把他推开

搞什么搞什么 ！

心情乱如黑珍珠

Raydio Dance Academy proudly present to you

Raydies , the ladies fron Raydio.

Emo.

Undescribable.

.......

Just suckz.

DARE.TO.BE.UGLY !!!

Sweet Chat Good Night oOo :)

Dear God,
If can, please don't let me falling for anyone in this time.
Just because I felt that its really not my time yet.
Hopefuly I can get back to the past of me,
No admirer~ no lover~ Boy's friends everywhere.
That what I want :)


I really wish it seriously ...

Dope la !! Total have 8 of raydians wear same colour on a day and without informing each other ! WOHOO wat a black red day ;)

他: " 你们会在一起的. "


他: ...............
我: ...............( ^^ x 5000 )

I got a feeling

That TODAY will be a good day~
That TODAY will be a GOOD GOOD dayyy ~
woohoooooooooooooooooo
Hehehe :)

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
I reject him !! WHY !!!!
Really ' mood messy like chicken '

HOU HUI YI JING TAI CHI LE !!!!!!!!!!



OMG T.T

bu ming bai
bu ming bai

:(

Raindrops bang like rocks
On my windowpane.

Big love to this song.

Dear future boyfriend,
Where the fuck are you ?
Sincerely, single me.

HAPPY 19TH FOR YOU

Friendship is not about how much we care each other when we're together

Is about how much we care when we're apart.

Happy sweet 19th birthday to you my friend

Thanks for joining and appear in my life.

Never forget about you, my little xian ji =)

Oh please.
Please don't find me chat on facebook.
I'm not going and willing to entertain you.

美女向你拜个年 :) hehe ~

HAPPY DRAGON YEAR :)

Hey, Happy Chinese New Year :)
Went back to my hometown - Tanah Hitam.
Actually not really my hometown, is the place that I grow up.
A place that I love, miss and care the most.
My dearest aunt passed away last few month,
So this year is the first Chinese New Year that without her.
I used to every year when I went back to visit her and touch her hair,
Deeply, deeply sad, undescibeble.
Trying my best not to show everyone about the feeling of mine.
Visit the place that my mum's old home
Viewing that her young chilhoods picture.
I saw my grandmother.
She passed away since my mum was 20 plus.
The first time, I'm trying to memories her face
Its so strange but warm.
Saying to every of my relative : XING NIAN KUAI LE
And I truthly hope I can say it again to everyone of them next year.

Wo hen xi huan xin nian
Yi wei cai you ji hui kan jian ta men
Na xie ke neng wo cong lai mei you jian guo de jia ren
Qin ai de da men, wo yi ge ye bu xiang shi qu
Yuan da jia ping an xing fu, sheng huo yu kuai :)

SUPER WOMEN

I, got a perfect mum.

She is the only one that I need the most.

Can't leave without her.

I did not often show to her how much I love her,

What I always did is letting her know,

I'm really appreaciate what she did for me.

Maybe someday you will saw my post.
Too bad you can't understand english.

But the special 5 words I guess you know

妈咪, 我爱你 !

:)

You're just beautiful in my eyes, for sure.

Boys, if you don't look like Clavin Klein models, don't expact us to look like Victoria's Secret Angels.

Hey there, beautiful.
Go look in the mirror.
Really look at yourself.
Past the insecurities, past everything that you think is wrong.


You are beautiful.
Remember that.

I wan money
I wan diamond
I wan guy
I wan shopping
I wan beach
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -.-

Again..
A little song for you
Song of the night
Nothing Ever Happened

Yes

Still the same blog

New year new design

Welcome to my new place

A brand new place :)

Handsome guys all around the world
Damn good !
Ahhhh
I feel so in love right now
Is time to ki hiao babe
Woohooooooo
Hehe

I'm in love with a guy who singing ROCK SONG with wearing leopard jacket
Hehe
Extremely LOVE !!
Yes! Finally I'm not so dry anymore
Lol
Just because of last few months
No guy in my life
No one
-.-

Sometimes the person who tries to make everyone happy
is the most lonely one.

What a bitter love story...

Blood, sweat , respect.
The first two you give the last one you earn.

Stop saying ' I WISH '
Start saying ' I WANT '

Honestly, I don't have time to hate people who hate me.
Coz I'm too busy to love people who love me.

If you run

I be here, you be there. But I'm so crazy about you. I'm always here, waiting for you all alone, eyes of the night, to see you... see you home.

Toxic woman
I'm gonna catch your eyes
Watch out !

He is going to NS tomorrow. I felt he was bit se bu de me and me too.

Nothing much can do for him, I just give him a small girf.

Hey Chun, don't worry that we will forget you after 3 months.

We got so much of memorable memories that can't be forgotten :)

Take care. Happy New Year to you =)

A song for end of 2011 * Tiago Iorc - Nothing But A Song :)

没有谁对谁错

只是立场问题

Family, Dvd and Dance ! Still the best for me =)

DEAR BLOG

Hey, I'm officially back to you.
Sorry that I've been long time never update anything
I don't know what to share and what to talk
And my computer was kena virus seriously
SAD CASE ~
That's why I ignore you
You may ask, where am I for this few weeks?
You can pretent that I'm oversleep for one month
Or I get caught by allien ~ HAHA
And now, I'm back to my place
Many things happend in this few weeks
And many things change too
I.. still miss the past
No matter how, think it possitive way
Will update more after this
Coz I miss you much :)

Whoa ~ suddenly realize this world is full of handsome guys !! * Today I saw two ^^ LOL !

I know someone in the world is waiting for me, although I've no idea of who he is. But I feel happy every day for this.

When guys get jealous, its actually kinda cute.

When girls get jealous, world war III is about to start!

Can I tie your shoes?

Cause I don't want you falling for anyone else.

♥

Woohooooooo what a sugar night !!!

Good night honey dreammmmmmmmmmmmmm :DDDD

20111030

I've been long time din't update my blog

What's big news between this few days? Its my officially 18th birthday :)

At first I got no idea at all about my birthday celebration

I just wanna celebrated it ' silently '

But thanks to all my friends that beside me

Gave me a super surprise celebration for me

This is truly unexpected

Don't know what to say

Don't know what to do

How come they willing to do that for me :)

And the last gift from them is the video

I'm really touching about those peoples that record this video for me

I felt I'm been loved :)

Thanks so much

All I wish is, all of us healthy and safety always

That's I really sincerely hope for ♥

Pretty 18th birthday :)

Love and Peace ~

I in LOVE with black and white.

Blood Tears & Gold :)

I found this song ! Wow how do you feel after listening this ?

Yeah I'm feel like absorbing drug and riding bike through the soft wind on

afternoon 5pm. LOL !! eeennjjjjooooyyyyyyyyyyyy

You cant have a better tomorrow if you still think about yesterday.

Just miss this song suddenly, good night

Enjoy the last 3 days of October ♥

Its nice when someone remembers small details about you.

Not because you keep reminding them, but because they actually care. :)

Hope that's not the end

But if its really

How tough it gonna be

:(

See the Pyramids

Along the Nile

Watch the sun rise

On a tropic isle

Just remember darling

All the while

You belong to me

See the market place

In old Algiers

Send me photographs

And souvenirs

Just remember

'Til your dream appears

You belong to me

I'll be so alone

Without you

Maybe

You'll be lonesome, too

Maybe

You'll be lonesome too

And blue

Fly the ocean

In a silver plane

See the jungle

When its wet with rains

Just remember

Till you're home again

Or until

I come home to you

You belong to me

When you finally let go of the past, something better comes along.

:)

B E A C H mode on ! ♥ ♥ ♥

Lovely beach song intro : Late night alumni - Rest of you

Deeply love from my heart, mind and soul

Whats happen today ?

=) make new friends but all malays LOL

=) something about HIM

=( Tomorrow need to go to college alone

=( I hate homework and assignment

The feeling came back :)

Ahhhhh ! Where are those handsome hot delicious six packs adorable guys ! Woohoooo ~ DESPERATE ! ♥ ♥ ♥

Never mind, I'll find someone like you.

If you don't tell her how you feel

She will find some other guy that will tell her all the things that she wanted to hear from you.

Hello blog, hmm what to share ? my life was greatz :)

New month new life

New school new friends

October always is my favorite month

And I got a plan from november until next year june

A hardcore training for my dance career

Studies and dance I cant leave out one of them

Its a quite tough period for me but I'm sure , and I must handle it nicely !

Give a promise to myself !

College life is AWESOME !

First day of college was totally relax

and today is my second day and totally have fun

Tomorrow, I hope its nice to me too :)

I am glad, that I am a college students !

Hey guys~ Raydio ladies in da hse

Xanthe Raydies * Angel Raydies * Sheline Raydies * Jenri Raydies

Check out our video yo ! I like that !!

You're single.

Make it best of it.

It doesn't mean you're not good enough for anyone,

it mean no one's good enough for you.

M.U.S.I.C CURE EVERYTHING !

I'm not sure if you feel a spark

But I feel fireworks when I think of you

Mood down but realize no one willing to lend you shoulder.

7 days

I can tell by your eyes that youve probbly been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky don't mean nothin to you, they're a mirror.
I don't want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,

If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

生命是一种缘，你刻意追求的东西也许终生得不到，

而你不曾期待的灿烂反而会在你的淡泊从容中不期而至。

God damn ~ I'm drying again LOL

Suddenly feel no an quan gan again

Lonely without reason

Next friday going to college soon

And my life might will change

Hmm, and I missing him ?

I ask my self, I'm not ready to have a relationship yet

Just, I need someone to concern about me

I hope this dryness are just temporary

Can't be so useless !

And just listen to this song from radio

How sweet ~ I wish to have one nice guy sing this to me :)

In love with this word ' I'll be there ' ♥

从前有一位女孩在教堂门外采了一朵玫瑰花，刚好园丁经过问道：你为什么摘这玫瑰花？女孩回答：我喜欢玫瑰花，想把它带回家。园丁听了，没回答什么。她拿起花丽浇起了花来。女孩问道：你在做什么？园丁告诉小女孩，我爱花，我让它留下。女孩听了把玫瑰花摘回去，可惜那玫瑰以救不回了。

我不会把那玫瑰带回家，我会看着着玫瑰花越变越鲜艳，漂亮。

True, you're just a dream

I'm wondering, why we are getting apart

You seems not willing to share with me about your life anymore

Every things happen for a reason

But I really not understand what's wrong between both of us

Its okey, life was full of questions and I choose not to ask more

Let it be, take it as an experience

I really dislike to being emo because of you

Is time to back to my old life that we heaven't meet

Get use to being alone

Maybe is quite bitter but life still must go on

I believe that I will meet someone that better than you

And my heart will feel comfortable soon

Hi I'm back to my heaven

Seriously, I miss all of you here BUT not really much

At first, I thought I will felt extremely home sick but at last I get use to it

Is time to let my self be more independent

Try not to expect too much on others

This is one thing that I learned from this TAIWAN trip

Nice memory and good experience although we met some unlucky stuff

I was thinking to stay longer

But at last I felt home is the best place for me

After few days of fresh lifestyle, is time to back to reality

The last 3 months of 2011

Study hard, train more and have more fun

To be a more better person :)