If you find the key that belongs to me

You're coming to my world...

OFFICIALLY 17TH

I'm officially 17th today...

Happy Birthday Angel~

I really got a great day...

100 thanks to all my frens.. Dance mates.. School mates..

I'm so happy today!

Really appreciate all they done for me..

The feel was so amazing..

I really can feel that you guys are caring me..

Thanks~!

And of coz, thanks my mum.. Although she always throw her anger to me..

Even sometimes not my fault also..

But its ok.. I understand.. I just keep quite..

Hope mum you can understand me more...

Don't talk loud to me next time.. :)

Thanks to my dance mates! They wrote this birthday card to me!

From RAYMOND.. WENDY.. VIVIEN.. ANDREW.. STEADY.. BRIAN.. AH WEE.. KURISU.. AH TEH.. RIOWER.. G-HENG n WAI LUN!

And their celebration make me feel so touched! I love them!!

And Thanks Raymond belanja KOREAN BBQ ya~

Hehe.. nice but spicy! Aiyo.. eat too lot meat ad.. ><

And one more else! HAHAHA..

Xinyi ask me go station one yamcha..

She said just me and her two person coz many of them can't make it..

Ok lo..

Then I wait her at house..

Wonder why har wait till so long still not yet come?

Then I online... Phone ring~

" Angel faster come station one now!"

" Ok ok.."

Then I find my key.. Find my comb.. Phone ring again!

" Angel ar faster le ~ "

" Ok ok I now coming~! "

My heart was thinking, wait a while wont die one ma~

Phone ring again!

Eh? my mum called me

"Qi mummy din't bring key open door for me. "

Then when I open the door

I shocked! My classmates all standing in front my door!

I screamed damn loud! My jiran thought what thing happen!

Aiyo~ they brought a big big secret recipe cake for me~

Hahaha... Yai yai ar all~~~

SO SURPRISED!

But I din't cry wor.. I feel happy =D

We went station one..

Order our meal..

Playing ' chor dai ti '

and this!

Gan jeong gan jeong~

We have a great time at station one :)

Here's the group photo

Howard*Hann*Hengyang*Fooshin*Jason*Khaiyeh

Xinyi*Me*Huixian

:)

I love them so much! Thanks for the celebration.. Cake.. and everything!

My birthday gonna end after 5 more mins

Happy Birthday to me again!

Hehe.. And.. thanks steady for his picture msg..

I love it :)

Last.. Birthday wishes..

Hope all of my family.. Friends..

Stay healthy, happy and blissful forever~

Single can find til partner.. Couple can stay long last..

And me.. Get good result.. Work and study hard

To be a better girl :)

God bless :)

Surprise Celebration

I FEEL SO TOUCHED!!

Big thanks to

Raymond

Wendy

Vivien

Steady

Brian

Andrew

Chee Heng

Riower

Ah Wee

Ah Teh

Wai Lun

:) :) :)

They prepared a surprise celebration for me..

I think.. This is the first time birthday celebration that I gam dong til cry~

I can't control my tears.. Haha xD!

When they sang birthday songs for me

Aiyo~ So happy!

What else can I say? 100 X Thanks to them!

Hehehe Hahaha

ps: the cake super nice! wow! :)

KL SESAT DAY

Went Mid Vally by tooking KTM with Mr. Steady

Wow~ Long time din't took KTM since when I'm form 2

First time both of us went so far to shopping

He wanna buy street stuff!

I wanna buy shoes!

So~ Let's start our journey~

Luckily He know how to go... I just folow :)

Hungry like hell~ Go fixed our stomach first!

Ahaha! Delicious!~

Those building around there so high class!

Wow wow!

Just like the street at singapore

With full of ' technology ' people ><

And the toilet also more clean and nicer :)

After finished our meal pergi lepak lepak first

Eat too full! HAHA

See how cute (childish) we are~ :)

Steady wanna buy pants from echo park

We went to mid valley find no size

Then went to Time Square find no size too =.=

Then the stuff said sungai wang got his size

Then we rush to sungai wang

What and what finally rush back to Time square again!

Can you imagine how sweat and tired we are?!

But finally he brought a black pants and a white jacket

The jacket choosen by me!

So yeng and so suitable he!

I hope he will like and wear it la :)

After that... both of us are tired til can't describe

But its worth la~ At least we got buy somethings hor~

Really thanks for Mr. Steady today

For bringing me go and back safety :)

Have a special journey with him today

What a street day we have~ Haha!

(And thanks his mum and aunt too!)

And last, I brought this!

HAHAHA Intro to you guys

' OCTOBER ' in da house~!

:D

我们不是恋爱的关系

却明白

这比友谊特别

其实我们都明白

你在我心里很重要

但是这样的人一旦分开

就连朋友..

都不是

Decision

Wednesday again...

Went to studio, and I thought I will used the small room for whole night!

But at last I din't get sweat at all.

Wendy, Andrew and me have a meeting with Raymond at the small room.

He said : ' I wanna sell out this studio. I'm serious. '

My first respond is !!!

Then he explained...

He got two plan... First, is to sell out this studio, and he can go for another place and continue to teaching his classes.

Second, he wanna buy the whole building, and build up a company.

He told us a lot of things, that berkait dengan our future.

Honestly, I got more interested on his second plan.

I love my dancing career. I wish to be a part of this studio. I hope I can involve in this plan.

And I asked my mum and told her about Raymond's plan

She seems support me too. But she said I must finish my studies also la~

Ya ya I know.. Important is your support mum..

And I want a wonderful life, I hope dance is involved in my future life too~

I still can go Taiwan if I want, because future things hard to say..

But now I'm clear is, I will stay here to study and build up my dancing career.

To give my mum, my family a better life...

So now I had changed my plan. But I still need to put more effort on it!

Upgrade my self to be a better person

:)

What Is My Future?

Is time to think about my future...

What decision should I make?

What job most suitable for me?

Should I stay or leave?

I really need to think nicely from now..

Mr. Alan asked me what am I going to study after SPM?

I answered him Public Relation

And I planing to go oversea.. I planed to go Taiwan to study my Public Relation

He said why must I choose Taiwan?

Although my chinese is good

But he think english is more important

He feel Im a english girl when he first meet me at tuition centre

Hee.. Actually my english not very good le~

But after listen to his advise

I think again

Maybe he is right.. I should continue my studies with english language is better

And he seems put alot of expected on me

I don't wanna to let him disappointed

He is such a respectful teacher

So.... How?

I f I still want to study Public Relation I need to go Subang... Or Sunway...

The fees is so damn expansive! My god ><

And I wont stop my dance career

I need to plan another good way..

I want a wonderful life in my future~

朋友, 我想了解你...

BIRTHDAY WISH

What type of birthday present I want?

Eh~~~~

I want books!

I want shoes!

I want..........

Ya, I want go I-city le~

All my friends went before... I no... :(

If this year birthday.. Who who who bring me go I- CITY I already happy till fly~

Only take picture I also happy ^^

But hor..

If really din't celebrate I planning to have a lonely birthday this year :)

Hmm~ Count down 6 days :)

Yesterday 23th OCT

We went to SZE STEN's birthday party

Actually her birthday is 29th

But she said that day is her chinese brithday

Oo! That mean today is my chinese birthday lo!?

Happy Chinese Birthday to me :)

Han fetch us to sten's house

Sitting in his car, WOW! Fresh nya~

I love his car more than he! Hehe..

Here are some pictures~

Xian er :)

LIM XIN YI :)

:)

ULTRABULU Hann Tan!

Continue~

And continue~

Hehe :)

3 of us with Birthday girl :)

Boys turn :)

Cheeze! :)

We wear kinda ' kua zhang ' that day

The rest of my classmate wear like normal house wear but we wear like go shopping

Really OUTSHINE OTHERS!

We stayed there until 10 pm

Sing birthday songs with birthday girl then we continue our second round STATION ONE!

Huh~ Took some image-less picture there

So I'm not going to upload those pic! ><

Have a great day ~ PEACE!

Look at the time now!

We are getting older...

ABOUT HIM

Andrew asked me one question:

" Do you in a relationship with steady? "

" Eh~~~ no la~~ we best friend! ^^ "

" Oo~~ Coz as my personal experience... I think you need to watch a guy nicely is better . "

" Ya ya I know... I know his personality.. So we are just very very best friend! "

" Because hor.. I'm a guy of coz I know guy's thinking.. "

" Ya ya.. We nothing la. Just both of us very close lo.. And not in the timing la~ I din't think of that "

" Hmm.. I just asked only la.. Coz I though~~ "

" Oo its ok la~ Me and him... Its like that de la.. This is our own 'mode'. >< "

When I answered his question I almost erm...

Kinda weird

But its ok la...

For me.. Steady is just like a friend that...

Good but don't know how to describe..

We talk with each other about our day life..

Chit chat around..

Always have a nice heart talk with he :)

If you asked me do he possible that be my boyfriend?

My brain full of ???

Don't talk about that la~

The relation between me and he now is already good enough!

I appreciate him..

He really such a precious friend

He comfort me

But different feelings with my girls friend

I will try my best to manage our friendship as long as I can :)

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

Xinyi's favorite band...

I wonder why she love their songs so damn much!

So I try to listen to their songs

With full of POWERFUL , ROCK , and PAIN!

Although some songs are too noise

But really not bad

Actually I don't like those rock songs

Not my style! haha

But I like it.. Listen to their music I got a special feeling

The feeling that deepest in the heart...

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still a good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out while you can

When you go would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you down and out
It's where you oughta stay

Well after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up while you can, whoa whoa

When you go would you even turn to say
"I don't love you like I did yesterday"?
Well come on, come on!

When you go would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you like I loved you yesterday"?

I don't love you like I loved you yesterday
I don't love you like I loved you yesterday

I love this song most

' I don't love you '

Sincerity intro to you...

摇下车窗在熟悉的路上
哼著你爱的那首歌
竹藤椅石砌墙怀念茶香
长大的世界充满了伪装
牛奶糖不再是犒赏
说故事捉迷藏爱的失望
犯错却没人原谅

你牵我走弯弯的小巷
风吹过落叶的地方
你 说孩子 勇敢的去闯
去 看世界的模样

我又踏上弯弯的小巷
今天陪我的是月光
我终于懂时间的重量
你却不在我身旁

You're the one who set it up

Now you're the one who make it stop

I'm the one who feeling lost

Right now..

每个人一生之中心里总会藏着一个人，也许这个人永远都不会知道，

尽管如此，这个人始终都无法被谁所替代。

而那个人就像一个永远无法愈合的伤疤，

无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻的一碰，就会隐隐作痛。

20.10.2010

Back from studio

Learned so much things from my respectful teacher today...

RAYMOND long long time din't talk with me about dance

But sometime he will throw alot of knowledge to you!

Ai yo wei ar~ I gonna emo again... Many things I need to digest...

He told me what is the feeling about dance

It can be describe...

But how to describe? Listen to the song and feel it, the song will tell you...

I know I explained until very Mong Cha Cha

But I could understand it.

He teach me a set of steps

And he said the steps that I dance is good, no comment!

But the feeling..... NEED MORE

He keep change the songs... And dance the same steps

And I tried to find the feeling through the music

Tried and tried and tried...

He said very truth..

Nowadays I got more and more students...

But how to maintain my students quantity and my dance skills?

When you started got show and dancing class to teach, at the same time your dancing skills will drop

Even a down drop bounce I also can't do it nicely

YES! ITS TRUE!

I need more self-improvement...

One day, when Raymond and me both of us standing at the same stage

I hope that I can dance as well as him...

Ya~ If you wanna achieve your dream the first step is to do it now

Practice good freestyle good.. Practice suck freestyle suck

This is what Raymond told me before..

Slowly slowly come.. practice makes perfect!

Next month I gonna have my SPM real exam...

STRESS! I brought a lot of exercise books to practice..

Jia you la Angel...

Study hard for SPM..

Practice hard on dancing...

I wish I can do it!

MISSING ME

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me

And I still cry for you
And I would die for you
I can't believe all the words I heard you say
And I still long

WOW! mum bring me went to sunway pyramid today.

I brought this from ECHO PARK!

hehehe... Just RM 189.90..

Mum said not very expansive then ask me buy lo~

Little silver~~

Hmm.. Let me give ' him ' a name...

I name it PHILIX !

Hehe.. I will sayang u philix :)

男人不能说累!

* sounds man! *

HANDSOME GUY FEVER

LOL

Recently I really realize that this world got a lot different types of handsome guys!

Hehehe

And me attracted by muscular guys

With black eye brown

And botak! haha

Lets show you those pictures!

VANNESS WU!

He is damn damn damn sexay!

LIU KOU SUI~

VANNESS good daddy look :)

And one more fresh guy

鳳小岳!

Here we go~

HE is damn handsome!

And he is mad cute!

:)

I like handsome guy.

But I prefer guy looks not bad more than handsome :)

Hope one day my man will appear

And colour up my life~

wow!

I know im sampat..

><

JIAYI~~

Happy 23th to you!

Too bad this year your birthday we cant celebrate with you..

Heard Raymond said don't know you went to singapore or jb or thailand.. ><

Busy lady~

Haha we got prepared one present for you..

I'm sure that will really really surprise you!

Hehehe...

Aiyo Jiayi ar.. We really miss you le..

Next next week we only celebrate with you! :)

Miss Low Jiayi

You are such a sweet girl for me..

Felt comfortable to be with you~

And we can Gossip gossip~ HAHA

Really really wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you~

Hope everything go smooth with you :)

*Raymond & Jiayi*

Hope you and raymond can ' Long long nine nine '

Happy ! Funny ! Blissful ! Forever!

I miss you again...

Today, we meet at studio.

Looking at you, the feelings came back.

Damn... What's going on? I really useless...

But I control myself. I avoid you.

When you go inside the small room, I leave.

When you playing chit chat with others, I go inside the room train with wendy.

I just want to ignore the feeling that I fall toward on you.

After you leave studio... I still act like the same.. Training and practice at the room.

When all of us going back, I sit at vivien's car, I started missing you again...

I don't know why... Already have been so long we separate, But why now I miss you again?!

I just cant explained.. I miss you when the time we first meet.. Both of us are so close..

I keep quite... I felt bitter... ;(

Whats wrong with me ?! Haiz...

还是原来那个我
不过流掉几公升泪所以变瘦
对着镜子我承诺
迟早我会还这张脸一堆笑容
不算什麽 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 借来的都该还掉
还是原来那个你
是我自己做梦你有改变什麽
再多的爱也没用
每个人有每个人的业障因果
会有什麽 什麽都没有
早点看破 才看得见以后
我寂寞寂寞就好
这时候谁都别来安慰 拥抱
就让我一个人去痛到受不了 想到快疯掉
死不了就还好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用来我回忆里 微笑
我就不相信我会笨到忘不了 赖着不放掉
人本来就寂寞的 我总会把你戒掉

I miss you today...

Studio came one boy that wanna ask for popping & bboy classes.

Vivien said he looks like you...

Look at his face clearly, yea its quite really...

Wearing spec and looks naive, smooth.. and a bit cute...

He makes me think about you

Just same as your last time

When our relationship getting closer.

You are so kind to me... Every things you did its very warm...

And I started fall for you...

But things have changed alot...

Now, both of us are stranger... You wont treat me good like last time anymore...

And the main is, you have your lovely girlfriend now.. you started your new life...

You live happily now...

And me too... I guess...

I should not to think about you again.. Its make me feel uncomfortable, sad...

One day, I will totally forget about you.. I really hope...

Everything will be fine...

Today such a special day

2010.10.10

Don't know how many hundred thousand years once..

But for me today quite bored..

Normal and tasteless day...

Study and prepared for tomorrow Account trail exam

S.T.R.E.S.S!

Cannot ' kan tui ' tomorrow ar~

Haizz. Try my best ;(

After revision few hours I decided to close file

Haha

Hmm.. on facebook see what news today~

Listen some soft love songs to released my stress~

I'm listening a song from a taiwan female singer.. Song's name 旅行的意义

Relaxing ~

Listen to this song can said as a ' sweet ' for today

Hehe~

Good night peoples... :)

YOU

WTF! I wished I can delete you in my life.

Who you think you are?! Hng.

You don't ever respect me at all!

What you did are really pissed me off!

Get out from my life! I Hate you to the max and the max!!

I LOVE MY DANCE LIFE! WOO~!

We chase the one who ignore us

And we ignore the one who adore us

What's going on?!

Human brain are complicated+ unexplained

........................

男生说…

有种女生让我很喜欢， 却不忍动情。

跟那种女生在一起时， 会有种温暖的感觉，

那感觉并不出自一时的冲动, 而是来自于彼此心灵的了解。

真的，

跟那种女生在一起时， 只有彼此心中的感动和心灵的交会，

没错，

当你发现她的心和你是如此贴近时， 常会想给她个结实的拥抱，

但仅仅在这个想法萌生后的一瞬间， 你们只会相视一笑， 有些东西是比爱情更珍贵的。

这种女生当女朋友是种浪费…

我害怕她做的我女朋友后, 我必须每天守着电话等着她的声音出现，

我害怕我必须说些花言巧语的话哄她， 更加害怕现实的束缚， 会限制住纯洁的心。

这种女生， 喜欢， 但我不会动情， 或者，这就叫红颜知己……

既不用为情所困， 为她的行为控制自己喜怒哀乐， 又能享有心灵上的交流。

有很多人都为交不到女朋友所苦，

但我觉得，假如没有了这种知己，人生，便多了许多遗憾…

女生说…

有一些男生，很令我动心，但却不会动情。

怎么说呢，因为他们给我的感觉像朋友，真正的朋友 。

我可以和他们很坦诚的谈论彼此的爱情、婚姻、人生…

以及种种的烦恼…

在他们面前，我会忘记自己是女生，就不会撒娇、嫉妒、小心眼…

我和他们各站在天平的两端，我们可以一同看电影、郊游回来，在车站挥挥手，各自去等自己的车，走自己的路。

这种感觉…

是一种很难用语言能形容的愉悦…

信不信 ，跟这些男生相处在一起，甚至比跟同类的女生相处来的愉快。

女生的聚会，是黏稠稠的，像一锅浓粥，温暖在胸，但是吃多了会撑，一眨眼又饿，

而且很多女生都为情所困，谈来谈去总是心有千千结，别人管也管不完，

跟这些男生相处，我很惊讶…

他们不必从文字、故事的迷林披荆斩棘，就能一眼洞穿人生的奥秘，

甚至开始为旁边的同行者掌灯，能结交有智慧、理想与热情的朋友，是人一生莫大的幸福吧 。

我是这样着迷于他们高贵的气质，也感谢他们把我当「朋友」看待，

不因为我是女生，就随便说些甜言蜜语来哄我，或者根本不睬我 。

如果追求人生的伴侣也必须如此相知相惜，那我实在「舍不得」把这些男生当成男朋友，

我害怕一旦变成男女朋友，我就会计较他不送我回家…

他不说些好听的动心话…他宁可送我「尼采与上帝」也不送一粒巧克力…

我还担心从此他只要我乖乖的陪在一旁，微笑地看他在众人间侃侃而谈，我发问的机会都没有。

男女之间，其实不只有爱情…

有种友情，是只可会意不可言传的。

彼此之间有种惺惺相惜的感觉，不必害怕别人的误会，

因为彼此心中坦荡，很喜欢这种“兄弟”之称的友谊，

这种朋友有种信赖的安全感，可以肆无忌惮的说笑，天马行空的胡扯，彼此之间没有包袱，

但有种珍惜，是对友谊的珍惜。

你也许会对他(她）撒娇，但不会妒忌他（她）对别人也如此，

不用再他面前装做淑女（或不用在她面前装做绅士），

有种朋友即使很久没见也不会生疏，相见时的相视一笑，便会有种心有灵犀的感觉，

和他（她）在一起时，不必担心会背叛你，因为他只会给你默默地支持，

即使你受伤了，他也会给你做坚强的后盾。

心情不好时，他(她)会装傻逗你笑，

生病时，他(她)会叮嘱你要小心什么，

每逢特别节日时，他（她)会发一条简信祝福你，

很多人都希望有这种友谊，因为它不需要负担与责任，

我想这种友谊也要讲机缘吧，友谊也需要关心、谅解、信任。

我希望友谊地久天长。

我很珍惜我身边的每一位朋友谢谢你们对我的支持与爱护。

I had a sweet dream today~ hehe

I dreamed about you.

U bring me to one place.

Wonderful.. Amazing.. Excited place!

Haha.. And you promised that you will played along with me.

I know its just a simple dream but for me its really sweet~

Although it not be come true..

I will never forgot this dream~ The sweetest dream between you and me~

发霉的一天..

好..无..聊..