December 7th

Stay at house whole day

Mum asked me to go her store for helping her

I very tired

Yesterday have been outing whole day

So I refused her

Felt bit guilty

Actually also don't know own self tired what?

Haizz.. But luckily my aunt going there later to help my mum for work

Recently I'm so stress

My worries:

1. The coming thursday exam papers. I had no confident at all.
2. Mum just told me that, my same age cousin sis get 7'A and 3'B at her trial exam.
3. My dancing classes. I could not handle rightly.
4. Money problem. Really piss me lot and lot!
5. Something that I don't know worry for what.

See.. Those are things that I worried for this few weeks. Feel that getting more white hairs.Think a lot of things recently, suddenly got a strong feeling that, I can't live without my family.Last time, I can out until 12pm with my dance mates. No problem! I know my mum was worried about me. But I din't care much about it.

But now when the time was late, something like 9 or 10 pm I will worried my mum and wish to back home badly. Even back home nothing to do also, sit at the sofa and watch TV with mum feels better than everything!

Spending time together with family were precious. I din't know this when I was young. Now, when I back home at midnight and open the door saw my mum sleeping alone I will feel sad. Every time when I out with friends or going studio, I just leaved my mum alone. I know she felt lonely. I'm her only daughter I should not do this to her. I have grow up and be more mature than last time, what can I do now is more accompany my mum and don't let her worried about me. Be more independent Angel!

2011 is coming soon, and I really look forward to it! Life change and restart again. Although I don't know it is good or bad, but just challenge it! Life will become wonderful if we willing to solve all the barrier. =)