Saturday, April 30, 2011

A message that I received from steady :
Sorry for disturbing.. WE use to be the best and closed one over.. But perhaps.. without noticing, both of us are separating to the different level, different world... When both person got separate, they start to lost connection. I have few friends of mine who once before were my very goodies and best friends.. Sharing secrect, joking around, talk new problem and shared feeling No matter sad or happy.. But all ended up did not contact with each other anymore because living in a different lifestyle. What I truly hope is you and me will never end up like how I with them.. I don't want that happen on me again.. Losing a friend like you is totally irreplaceable and painness in my heart. That really making me can't sleep from yesterday and today.. But me, Ng Hau Chun don't wanna lost a unique soulmate Angel Wong who I trust the most more than others. For me, no matter how long we did not chat together thru phone, but we still able to keep our closed relationship when everytime we meet cause I miss you :) But now, when I met you. Some kind of stranger feeling toward me. I'm getting confused when I asked myself that you are the one who change or me? Or maybe us ? Or I really thinking too much.. But is okey.. As long as you really happy with who you is angel :) I'm finish telling you my latest sad feeling.. Maybe this question is not important for you but it is important and very mean for me.

THE END

Good night kei ;) sleep tight. Ignore me.. I knew my sad will getting better after this sleep :) Tell me if I'm annoying.







When I woke up I saw this message. I'm totally feel so sorry for this. I can feel your sadness and I'm feel so heart pain too. Thanks for telling me your feeling.. Thanks for be honest Chun.. I knew the problem but I tried to ignore it . You're right. We getting separate to different world and different level. We will meet different people and make different friends in future. I got same situation with you.. I have some friends were my best friends but end up with lost connection. But you, I always did not worry between me and you. Because I got confidence that you wont be the one who lost in my life. Sorry.. I admit I changed.. And I asked myself too.. But I can't find the answer why I let you feel so strange.. Thanks for your appreciating. I'm truly touched of this.. For me, you're the special one in my heart. Although we chat lesser than last time, but I still concern about you. And I'm glad to have you be my soulmate. Sometimes I miss you but I did not find you. Same to Xinyi them too. But when I open my facebook I sure will viewed you guys profile first than only I view others. That's my hobby. Chun.. Don't be worry okey, even if we can't meet often but we still a soulmate for both of us.
We wont lost each other :)
We work hard and try hard together in our studies or work ok?
We must guide each other..
Sorry for your sad feelings. You're not annoyed!
After read finish this don't worry again ..


Sorry
And Thanks












My dearest soulmate :)

Friday, April 29, 2011

不错男子

Thursday, April 28, 2011

染了棕色头发, 觉得红色比较美. 染了红色头发, 又开始想念棕色. 人就是这样 !
-_________-

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红

说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
放弃任何练习机会
时间了解自己身体

Monday, April 25, 2011

Happy Birthday to you mum
Very appreciate your caring
Can't live without you
I never say ' I LOVE YOU ' to you
But I hope you will understand it
I really love you
新的月份了,烦恼

1. Attract more students
2. Improve HipHop, Girl Style & Waacking
3. Promote video
4. Form Junior Crew
5. The coming Raydio Anniversary

Will busy until vomit @@

Sunday, April 24, 2011


Happy 26th Birthday to you ! Raymond Tan =)



Raydio Family ♥~~

Saturday, April 23, 2011

习惯
=)
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=l

Friday, April 22, 2011

我是怎么
这种感觉
该死的
一次伤心一次
也许忘记旧爱最好的办法是新
但我去哪

I really don't want to meet you again
It remind me still can't totally let go of you
I don't want to know all about you again
And I don't want to see your happy face
You don't know how hurt am I
I can't pretend nothing never happened

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Wear high heels to dance for 3 hours
My both leg getting numb !
Get my salary today
And I want my mum accompany me shopping this sunday ^^
Wanna buy those make up tools
Gonna be a real woman one day

Just back home finished bath then online
Sit in front of computer and view your profile
Look at your picture and your face
I just felt lonely
We use to stick to each other last time
Haizz...
Damn...
Emo...
=(

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

一点
整个生 Girl Style Hip Hop 市场
必须做当人学跳舞想起 Angel
Klang --- Girl Style Hip Hop --- Raydio Dance Academy --- Angel
This is what I want

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Spending 3 hours to record a birthday video for you Raymond Tan !
Sorry that we did not prepare anything and don't know what to say
LOL! Waiting for the coming saturday :)
沒有我的時候
你要一個人好好過
:)

Monday, April 18, 2011

你以为你还没长大,其实别人早已不再把你当成孩子。
每个人的东西一样
但我们是站在同一行
只能同样的目标
大家自己
做好


Everyone want different things
And the road we walk might be not same
But we are standing at the same line
We must walk toward the same goal
For everyone, and also for yourself
Do well on our own duty

Sunday, April 17, 2011


和你相約在這裡 有些事想說明
我的決定 你卻不願意聽
我知道你想逃避 不想問不想听
這段感情 已經快要暫停
聽我說 從今後 我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候 你要一個人好好過
在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有 彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走
我知道你想逃避 不想問不想听
這段感情 已經快要暫停
聽我說 從今後 我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候 你要一個人好好過
在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有 彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走
在我轉身之後 你卻又抱著我
在放手以後 不再擁有 彼此的溫柔
在我轉身之後 你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛 卻只能說
分開以後 我就要遠走

Friday, April 15, 2011

对 ki hiao 男子反感
-__-
Leehom
From Taiwan

From Taiwan

Pu Bajia
From Tibetan

Pae Arak
From Thailand

Are they look familiar?
Haha 4 of them are my cup of tea!
I don't know you will think my taste is quite weird but I really fall for them.
Hahaha.. Pai se I'm drying again :)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Raymond is always the best choreographer in my heart !
Not everyone can dance his steps nicely
And I'm pek cek with it


Tuesday, April 12, 2011


Such a beautiful song :)
Love is simple - Pu Bajia


Sunday, April 10, 2011

你知道吗
我总是喜欢到你的部落格
去听那首歌
有你有我回忆的那首歌
还记得那天
闷热的下午
我背着书包
一个人搭巴士去你家找你
害怕搭过站
沿路上
把你告诉我的每个必经地点
都记得清清楚楚的
到了你家外面的巷口
看见你拿着伞等我
你请我喝一杯水
闲聊之后便开始温习功课
没多久还是结束温习
结果在你家看了那场电影
听见了那首歌
电影结束了
你我都完完全全的融入那场电影
在那巷口依依不舍的道别后
我又一个人搭巴士回家了
回家的路上
太阳不大
脑子里不停的播放那首旋律
吹着习习凉风
一路平安到站了
这就是那首歌给我的回忆 :)

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

Friday, April 8, 2011

身边的男子都不能用
幼稚
没有脑
No hero in my life
No hero in my sky
=(

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

近朱者赤 , 近墨者黑 . 近没脑者则没脑
LOL!
=)
=(
=/
...

Monday, April 4, 2011

Being nice to someone you dislike doesn't mean you're a fake.
It means you are mature enough to tolerate your dislike towards them.
睡不着啊...

Saturday, April 2, 2011


一起到游乐场吧 :)
I'm glad
To see my students video in facebook
And those people who commented they are good :)
Yet, I'm a bit sad because they stopped female hiphop :(
Actually I'm really enjoyed my students called me ' 老师 ' ~
Sounds great! Hee~
Just found my diary just now
An old diary
I wrote something happened in the day
About school.. Dancing.. A senior that I admired last time( LOL ) and him
Reading my previous diary makes me feel ridiculous
Hmm.. Hate first day of schooling..
Dislike my classmates..
Miss my friends in OLD JJ..
Fall for a senior last time when I was form 3 & 4 ..
Cry a lot because of my ex boyfriend..
Hahaha! Can't accept how funny am I !
And I saw this : Ways to let own self feel better!
1) Watch movie =)
2) Dance =)
3) Shopping =)
4) Eat something nice =)
LOL! See~ Such a naive girl when I was last time
And I still the same now?
Maybe.. I think I always is an optimist
Makes own self feel comfortable every time
Kai Xin Jiu Hao :)





我明白
人是不应该停留原地
回忆也是我们人生的过程
未来的路还很遥远
天空很大
面对未知数的未来
我也彷徨
多想回到以前
一起嬉皮笑脸
只烦恼着如何应付考试等如此微不足道的烦恼
"不经一番寒彻骨 那得梅花扑鼻香"
我相信
那些正在社会打滚的学长学姐们
曾经也像我们一样彷徨过
辽阔的世界
一定会有属于我们的一片天地
朋友
我会一直在你左右
伴你度过人生的苦与乐
看着彼此事业有成
谈恋爱
结婚怀孕生小孩
到我们都老态龙钟
哈哈
事在人为
事情的成功全在于人的主观努力
一起努力
好不好? :)

Friday, April 1, 2011

HAPPY because of chatting with her!
WOW! Good night baybeh ! :)
And happy april fool~