A message that I received from steady :

Sorry for disturbing.. WE use to be the best and closed one over.. But perhaps.. without noticing, both of us are separating to the different level, different world... When both person got separate, they start to lost connection. I have few friends of mine who once before were my very goodies and best friends.. Sharing secrect, joking around, talk new problem and shared feeling No matter sad or happy.. But all ended up did not contact with each other anymore because living in a different lifestyle. What I truly hope is you and me will never end up like how I with them.. I don't want that happen on me again.. Losing a friend like you is totally irreplaceable and painness in my heart. That really making me can't sleep from yesterday and today.. But me, Ng Hau Chun don't wanna lost a unique soulmate Angel Wong who I trust the most more than others. For me, no matter how long we did not chat together thru phone, but we still able to keep our closed relationship when everytime we meet cause I miss you :) But now, when I met you. Some kind of stranger feeling toward me. I'm getting confused when I asked myself that you are the one who change or me? Or maybe us ? Or I really thinking too much.. But is okey.. As long as you really happy with who you is angel :) I'm finish telling you my latest sad feeling.. Maybe this question is not important for you but it is important and very mean for me.

THE END

Good night kei ;) sleep tight. Ignore me.. I knew my sad will getting better after this sleep :) Tell me if I'm annoying.

When I woke up I saw this message. I'm totally feel so sorry for this. I can feel your sadness and I'm feel so heart pain too. Thanks for telling me your feeling.. Thanks for be honest Chun.. I knew the problem but I tried to ignore it . You're right. We getting separate to different world and different level. We will meet different people and make different friends in future. I got same situation with you.. I have some friends were my best friends but end up with lost connection. But you, I always did not worry between me and you. Because I got confidence that you wont be the one who lost in my life. Sorry.. I admit I changed.. And I asked myself too.. But I can't find the answer why I let you feel so strange.. Thanks for your appreciating. I'm truly touched of this.. For me, you're the special one in my heart. Although we chat lesser than last time, but I still concern about you. And I'm glad to have you be my soulmate. Sometimes I miss you but I did not find you. Same to Xinyi them too. But when I open my facebook I sure will viewed you guys profile first than only I view others. That's my hobby. Chun.. Don't be worry okey, even if we can't meet often but we still a soulmate for both of us.

We wont lost each other :)

We work hard and try hard together in our studies or work ok?

We must guide each other..

Sorry for your sad feelings. You're not annoyed!

After read finish this don't worry again ..

Sorry

And Thanks

My dearest soulmate :)